Hang On... Help is ON THE WAY... Stay STRONG... God is DOING EVERYTHING

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I love Tropicana Slim's Commercial Break

Konyol memang, tapi ya memang aku penggemar iklan, bukan penggemar lebih tepatnya pemerhati, dan yang namanya baru patah hati, ngeliat iklannya tropicana slim yang #remember emang bikin hati jadi "sephia" or "black and white" hope someday I will be the spouse just like what I see in tropicana slim's commercial break! AMIN

Belle of The Boulevard

Down in a local bar
Out on the Boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down, It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg
And thinks He's getting close
For now you let him
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over.

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

In all your silver rings
In all your silken things
That song you softly sing
Is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down, it's a long way

Back here you never lost
You shake the shivers off
You take a drink
To get your courage up
Can you believe it?
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
But keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on, it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry you eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Boulevard

details in the fabric, belle of the boulevard

it's just happened once! JUST ONCE IN MY LIFE TIME! I WANT MY PRINCE BACK! WHATEVER KIND of PRINCE, BUT MAYBE PRINCE WHICH IS RIDING HORSE IS KIND OF PERFECT!

April 1st 2011

it's hurt again, yes, I can feel it flowing down with my blood, 1st April, it was said to be the change day of my life, but in fact it wasn't. I typed this in my ex-fiancée house when I noticed that he's no longer around me. I illegally opened our past pictures, always laugh together, and it's kind of knife just pulled and pushed in my stomach.

I just wanna go home

I am

This is how I want to share my chronicles...Started with nothing, but I believe in God's way...Aku nggak pernah berpikir awalnya untuk menulis di sebuah situs blog, tapi malam ini sudah direncanakan oleh-Nya sebagai waktu yang paling tepat. Hubungan ini berakhir dengan cara yang tidak pernah aku duga, sakit, merasa bersalah, masih sayang, dan kagum.Semuanya tampak nyata, setelah kegelapan yang aku jalani selama 384 jam akhirnya mampu perlahan aku singkirkan, sekarang aku sudah bangkit dengan pelukan dan doa puluhan insan. Terima kasih semua.Untuk Allah, mama, papa, gilang, ayu, tante watie, tasya, anyim, ira, didi, rima, nicky, tika, aleksandra, miss hita, miss andhien, miss mita, miss indah, mbak dani, mas kris, mas teguh, mbak tin, mak lah, oom alex, anya, biyan, dan tentunya Tomi, makasih banyak, kecuali keluargaku, aku mengenal mereka sudah hampir dua tahun, dan aku bersyukur.

"kamu mau naik kelas" kata tante Watie"serahkan semua pada Tuhan" kata Ira"ini yang terbaik" kata mama papa"this is your time to be who you really are" Aleksandra's quote for me

next time, I will write more because it's time for me to pray again.oh yes, one thing, just hope someday the prince charming will come and sing "Grow old with you"